Just finished dinner… everyone’s birthday is today, lol.

It’s Kairii’s birthday (ltadakimasuu), my little brother’s birthday, my dad’s friend’s birthday, my uncle’s daughter’s birthday… Nguyen’s birthday… hee.

So many birthdays~

Dad went out for his friend’s birthday though, and didn’t stay for my little brother’s birthday.

I tried to find any excuse for my dad missing my brother’s birthday, but I couldn’t. I would always try to find an excuse for my dad. For anything. ‘Cause I know he wouldn’t do ill to my brother.

Grandfater and mom kept saying that if he left… there would be bad luck or something like that. Dad ‘hmph’ed and said he didn’t believe in that kind of thing… times like this I wish my Chinese ear was better.

He said he promised them… which is legitimate but… it’s my brother’s birthday. He couldn’t have forgotten.

He said he was going to get my brother a PSP or something like that… but. I don’t know.

Missing birthdays can be remembered for years and years…

My brother says it’s okay, but… gah.

Dad says that his dad (my grandfather) didn’t care about his birthday. It sounds like he left, and then it sounds like just now he came back?

He stopped sleeping in the same bed as my mom.

My grandfather fell down the stairs and hurt his leg.

My mom has been tired from working lately, she’s actually used the phrase ‘I feel like I’m going to die’.

My dad sounds angry downstairs…

My brother feels so distant sometimes.

Still working on getting Ilbis.

If anything changed from this point, I don’t think I could go on…